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Miskah Derin
10 September 2006 @ 07:38 am
I never thought I'd see the day someone would utterly destroy the gym and take our friend out with him. From what I've heard, rumors that have whispered through the club, it was some local wererats. We're not positive of this, we just know that it has put everyone on edge. And rumor speaks that this world... our world is tied to another. That at the exact same moment that our friend Keegan was attacked, so was another world. Delaclease? I'm not sure what the name means, but it brings shivers down my spine at the mention of it. Something bad is happening, something very bad. I will stand with my pard and protect them, if and when an attack comes our way.

The full moon went alright, but I've yet to hear from Emerson again. I imagine she's busy with these newest occurances. I seen Thayne when he stopped in to get his check, he was in a rather hyper and happy mood. I wonder what that was all about. Anyway.. time for my rounds before a bit of sleep.

~Adieu
 
 
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Breaking Benjamin - Skin
 
 
Miskah Derin
30 August 2006 @ 07:36 am
Hmm.  
It doesn't seem possible that time is going by so quickly for me. I keep forgetting about this dratted thing, keeping busy with the club. It seems even more popular now, somehow. I'm not sure if it's because of the remodel or that we are allowing the wolves and others in now too. I seen a rat the other day, surprised me, but he smiled and said that his King is happy that we're allowing so many in here now. I've even had some offer to work for me, a few that would like to work as bouncers and others as general gaurds for the building during the closed hours. Some of the wolves have started dancing for me. One of my bartenders quit, cussed me out and left. I still can't figure it out. I don't understand what upset her so much that she'd just cuss me out and leave. I hope she found a place somewhere, hopefully with Andre's pard on the other side of town. As a result I've been working Thayne more hours, the customers like him. He's a good kid, makes me glad that he's with Em.

Which reminds me.. wonder when she'll contact me. Or Aidan for that matter, things are just crazy. A week and a day until the full moon comes again, I can feel it in my very soul. Hopefully they contact me before then!

~Adieu
 
 
Current Location: Upstairs Office
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Current Music: Blink 182 - All The Small Things
 
 
Miskah Derin
14 August 2006 @ 07:41 am
It does not seem possible that the full moon has already come and gone. I took the Pard out for a run through the forest, we hunted game nearby and didn't stray too far away from the city. We all seem to be feeling that there's something waiting.. some great thing holding it's breath and waiting to pounce upon us. There was one fight for succession in the pack, who would have been my third is now my second. I'm rather proud of her, she's progressed very well from a young kit to a full Pard member. The newest member seems to not be progressing at all, I believe that he will remain one of the submissives. That is not bad, though Andromeda and her Pard on the other side of the city has more submissives than I do. But it seems she has a Nimir Raj now and they're making something of the scraps that had gone with her when she'd asked me to seperate into two.

I wonder how the night faired with the wolves. Thayne will be here tonight to work, I hope that he's not bruised as he was last time. I imagine if he was bruised when I seen him in the late evening, then he must have looked ten times worse before then. He's a good kid though, Em and him are great together. Well, time to go shower and then curl up in bed for a while with Stephan. Sleep will come easily for me today.

~Adieu
 
 
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Numb / Encore - Linkin Park & Jay Z
 
 
Miskah Derin
07 August 2006 @ 08:11 am
Just thought I'd drop a little note to let everyone know that the club is finished. It looks great, I think Lewis will be surprised when he returns and finds it different. But it's nice too, the lukoi are coming around more often. Stef seems to be happier now with that as well. It was almost like he was fading without his wolves around, something that I do not wish to happen.

I wonder where everyone is. Not many are updating their journals, perhaps I should go over to the pub and visit with Edwin, Bianca and Stanley. Hmm... perhaps. If I have time, I might just do that. We'll see. One week away until full moon, time might be quite short until that night has come and gone.

That's about it for now.

~Adieu
 
 
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Shinedown - Simple Man
 
 
Miskah Derin
26 July 2006 @ 09:15 am
I completely forgot about this thing! It's been two weeks since I last sat down and actually typed out what's on my mind. We've just been busy around the club and it slipped my mind completely. Stef brought his wolves in finally, and the remodel has started. We decided to do a small area at a time, so we don't have to shut the club down. So far so good, it's looking great.

I had to send Thayne home early last night, he was one pissy wolf and I still don't know why. He simply refused to talk to me, when usually he's more than happy to let me know what's going on. He's a good bartender like that. I wonder if it's pack business? Or maybe lady trouble? Em, you be nice to your mate!

Time to go oversee the work downstairs, though I'm loathe to leave my nice cool bed. Hmm.. wonder how Edwin, Bianca and Stanley are doing. Well, wonder how Lewis is as well. Anyway, enough random thoughts, I simply must go.

~Adieu
 
 
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: Cosy in the Rocket - Psapp
 
 
 
Miskah Derin
11 July 2006 @ 07:50 am
I am shocked that full moon went as well as it did for the pard. There was no troubles outside the city where we gather, and we had not a single fight last night. I'm rather surprised, as it seemed a few of the members wanted to change ranks but they did not. They are all happy now, and we're all busy working on plans for what we will do to the Scarlet Desires. I've yet to pitch the idea to Stef, but I'm sure he'll like it. And won't Lewis be surprised when he comes home finally? Very surprised I think, but I'm sure I'll mention it to him if he sends me a link sometime. Just hope that my Nimir Raj is doing well, that the night found him well as it had for my pard and myself.

It's not too lonely here without him, but there's still a hole that's missing. Stef can't fill it completely, because he's just not Lewis. I do need both of them, I see it more and more every day. We all fit together like pieces of some puzzle.

Anyway, I think I'm going to go take a nice hot bath and then curl up with Ellie for a while while I work on plans. Sleep doesn't want to come yet, but I'm sure it will soon enough.

~Adieu
 
 
Current Mood: refreshedrefreshed
Current Music: Eminem - Cleaning Out My Closet
 
 
Miskah Derin
03 July 2006 @ 08:27 am
Full moon is nearly here, it makes me nervous to have it so close again. Especially when things are just starting to settle down, all except for that strange feeling. But when the moon calls us, we can not ignore her. I will take my pard out into the forest again, to our home and I will let the moon guide us. But I will wonder as well, will we be safe? Is this the time that the thing will show itself to us all? I do not know, but it is a thought that I keep returning upon.

Stephan is helping his wolves move in, and I am making plans to rennovate the club a bit. I will send a link to the Ulfric sometime soon, to speak to him about some of his pack becoming dancers in my club and not just Thayne as bartender. A joint club is something that has not been done in the city. I wonder if Edwin or Stanley have considered a vampire club, and not just the pub. It might make an interesting addition.

It is all things I must think of before and after the full moon rises. I will join my family, and then return home to my Nimir Raj's arms. Well.. one of them..

~Adieu
 
 
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Stickwitu - The Pussycat Dolls
 
 
Miskah Derin
29 June 2006 @ 05:05 am
Stephan and I sat down and had a long talk last night. We're going to try to work everything out between all of us three, to make us as one not just three individuals.. or as how he felt, Lewis and I being one and he the outsider. It made me feel awful, realizing how unahppy he was. Why did my beast choose them both? It's a question I don't think that I'll ever know the answer to.

As a result of our talking, Stef is going to bring his wolves to the club to live as well. Lewis has my pard and myself, he can live off of that. But Stephan is a wolf, and he needs his wolves so we agreed upon it. And I have decided that if my pard throws a fit yet again, I will start over. I will bring in new members, and keep only those that remain faithful to me and treat me as their Nimir Ra.

It seems my bartender Thayne has become mated with Stef's little sister Emerson. I suspected it when she called to say she was kidnapping him, but it has come to be true. I wonder if he will stay in the city, or go with her when she leaves upon the ships again. Or will she stay with him instead of leave? Who knows where love will lead those two, I don't even know where it will lead me.

I am looking at renovating the Scarlet Desires, it's been a long while since we've had any work done on the building. It might be time for a few upgrades, and I'm thinking of including the pack upon this. I might speak with the Ulfric and his Lupa to see if there is anyone else of their pack that would enjoy working with me and mine.

The only bother that I have on doing this, is security to the building.. and the nagging feeling there's something bad out there. Something watching.. the laughter.. the birds. I do not know what has come to our city, but I do not like it. Full moon is coming up quickly, if I truly feel unsafe about whatever it is, I might ask that my pard take the suppressants and sleep through the moon. It is a very risky thing to do though, so we'll see in a few nights.

Well, breaktime is over, I best go return downstairs and see to my family.

~Adieu
 
 
Current Location: Upstairs Office
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
Current Music: Pushing Me Away - Linkin Park
 
 
Miskah Derin
24 June 2006 @ 11:48 am
Why?  
I knew the day would come when Lewis would have to leave the city for his job, but why is it still hard? I keep walking around, looking for him here but realizing that he's not home. He won't be home for a while. He promised to update us, keep in touch while he's out working but it's still hard. Even Ellie keeps looking for him, if she's not curled up with me.

I'm glad at least that I have Stef to lean on too. I think in all honesty he will miss him as well, even though they don't always see eye to eye. I seen the ships come in again, I wonder if Emerson came back? I'm sure Stef will know soon enough, they are good friends.. just like siblings really.

One of the old pard members decided to leave last night, it hurt a bit to see him go. He was one of my best supporters, and I would have gladly seen him ranked higher than he was. But he stayed mid-pack, and now has left us. I wish him well in his new city.

Time that I go take inventory of the liquor, need to see if I have to have the bartender stock up everything. Curious wolf he is, I don't know why he enjoys working here with all us pard but I am grateful for him. It eases the stress on the other two bartenders, and he seems to have a good charm with the customers.

~Adieu
 
 
Current Location: Office of Scarlet Desires
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Secret - Maroon 5
 
 
Miskah Derin
12 June 2006 @ 04:02 pm
It seems things have quieted down a little bit. Though the laughter at odd times is quite annoying. Sometimes it feels like I'm being watched, but by whom? Or I should say, what? Stef and Lewis seem to be getting along a bit better now, surprising for how it started with them. I thought that for certain Stef was going to get into a fist fight with Lewis and then I'd have two beat up loves.

There has been no signs of the four that I had to kick out at the meeting. Though I have noticed that Rose has been daydreaming lately. Perhaps about Stanley? It's no secret to me about those two, in fact it makes me quite happy that she's found love somewhere. Perhaps the others of the pard will begin to calm down now that all the commotion is over.

It's nearly opening time for the club, time to get ready and see to the pard. There's bound to be a fight before the first show, as always.
 
 
Current Location: Office of Scarlet Desires
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: The Sun - Maroon 5